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Friday, April 30, 2010,4/30/2010 08:48:00 PM

Hanchul! D:

Oh my freaking gosh D:

There is a friend of mine.

The friend’s Korean isn’t the best but he’s amazing at Chinese
This friend’s singing is alright but he is really good at dancing
I like cats and this friend likes dogs
I can’t cook but this friend is good at cooking
I always cursed but this friend always laughed

But..
Now that time has passed, I never did anything good for him kk
It’s making me sorry..
When he was next to me, I never did anything nice to him kk

I don’t self-pity myself usually..
I think I’m just drunk which is why I’m crying kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

It’s a special and sacred thing to have someone beside you
Though I grew up, I never realized that

But
A lot later….Now I know.. Wow..kkkk

There’s a reason why you should appreciate what you have

Saying “I miss him” is a phrase I can use now. (-┏)

The tears that never came out when I filmed sad scenes
Are coming down painfully now.

Credits: allkpop.com

Wtf man, srsly. Hanchul! Don't split! ): I really really cried, it's so sad! Heechul's so sweet yet it's so just totally heartbreaking. Please please please don't cry! I 13elieve that you guys will be together one day again, if not as members(that's really really gonna break ELF's hearts), but as something else. I 13elieve that all of you really miss me! I 13elieve that Hankyung misses you all too D:
I really 13elieve.

At times like this, I really wish 1000% that Hankyung didn't file the lawsuit and nothing would have happened and all of them would be together forever. But, he needs to take care of his health, doesn't he? He wasn't happy pursuing the dream that was made a nightmare by SME D:
OH WTFREAK, if SME treated THEM better, he won't have left and SuJu was be always 13!

This week's been quite idk, crap. So freaking agonizing ): So much for looking forward to going to school after one week plus absence.
Apparently, teachers earn friggin little, like $30 000 or less in a year? Look, it's in a year. Not a freaking month. A year is a friggin 12 months which is like 365 days. WTF man, being a teacher really really sucks like crap.

You have to plan lessons until so late and mark until so late until you are so tired out but you still have to go to school to teach, if not your students will be behind time. And you can't really afford to be sick, and you still have to know about being like disliked by your students; there will be at least 1 or 2 what. Then your effort is like all for nothing, naught. Doesn't that feel awesome?
From now on, I shall not detest teachers.

Omg why do they keep changing the format on Youtube? It looks damn crappy and not good at all lah.

I'm damn tired today and proud of the fact that I walked for the first time for NAPFA run and for one whole round somemore, epic awesomeness, I was just too lazy to run properly and I kept singing and wasting my energy with Kam my accomplice anyway, so whatever lah. I don't care about doing well for NAPFA anymore, what a waste of time lah, waste of my energy, waste waste waste. My inclined pull-ups really suck anyway.
Anyway, 2.4km run plus CCA fd and pt for 3 hours doesn't mix well lah ):