Saturday, November 21, 2009,11/21/2009 04:11:00 PM
Forget it
Fuck, Blogger just deleted my post.
Anyway, ytd went to CCPS with Phoebe and Simin. I can't believe how much it has changed. And how much I miss the band and the school ): Even the P4s when we were P6s are already graduating. Ah, time flies and it has been 2 years. Soon, nobody will even recognise us.
Memories flooding back(cliche), how I wish I could go back to those times.
Plus, you disappointed me again.
Piano. Depresses me. I'm trying, can nobody see?
Went to give letter of appeal and training. Had a great laugh, thanks for making my day better. I love my kickass group.
Went for dinner and a movie at 11.30pm. Ah, the fantastic spontaneous people. 2012.
It was sad, touching, happy, depressing and just awesome. I almost cried like thrice, but you know, that's just me.
And John Cusack! The actor. He is hmmm, how to say? Cute in an old way.
Watch it to believe it.
Wow, have the decency to reply an SMS when necessary? Is it that hard to just pick up your phone and press some keys and SEND? Yeah it takes such a tremendous effort, your fingers will ache like maaaad when you press keys.
Now I can't even watch a movie when I feel crappy.
I can't believe I just realised friendship doesn't last forever.
I naively believed that no matter how things changed, all of us would still be friends.
No matter how things turned out, we would still be friends forever.
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
How wrong is that phrase.
I can't believe after all this, I'm still searching for that feeling amongst all the dust and memories kept there.
It's tiring, but you never did know cos you've never tried to save this. You've never made that tiny bit of effort.
Well, guess what? I've had enough of this bullshit.
From now on, I'll never try again.
