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Sunday, August 2, 2009,8/02/2009 08:39:00 PM

Dhoby Ghaut Cip!

It's still not back to normal. I shall have to make a complaint soon!
It's getting friggin annoying.

Cip! 9-6
At like Plaza Sing there with Hui Yi, Lynn, Cong Ying, Juliana, Lok Yan and Leshia.
I'm just dead tired. That should already tell you something, that the Cip was definitely not bombastic.
We walked all the way from Plaza Sing to Orchard. Twice. Once in the first shift, once in the second.
Oh boy, I doubt I'm gonna do that Cip again for a long time.
And how do you feel if people reject you like every 5 times in a minute if you keep on asking?
So we stopped asking for like a few times.
But we were on the roll a few times and sold quite alot of stuff and got quite alot of people to donate.
(:

And there were these bunch of red tee Temasek people asking for donations everywhere, all along almost all the streets, plus some other schools, and the Temasek population was like I don't know, 10 times of ours. And they had Milo. Which I bought like twice. I just can't reject people!
Do you see what I mean?
At first we were reasonably enthusiastic. After a while, it got damn tiring. So we kinda just walked around.

Rejection! Does not feel good, trust me.
If you can carry Gucci bags and wear Mango tees, and other branded stuff; WHY, WHY the heck can't you just donate a few cents?
Hello, it's a few cents, mind you. And it's for the needy children, mind you. Not those cheapskate organisations who cheat you of your money. It's a non-profit organisation. Y.M.C.A
I went like "Excuse me, can you make a donation...thank you." "Excuse me, can you make a ...thank you." Because some just reject before you can even say finish your sentence. I was like that for like almost the whole day.
And when people donated without us asking them to, I was so touched I like bowed to them.
Believe me, that's what you feel like after like 100 rejections.

That's pretty much how the day went, except I was feeling sick after lunch. Too bad, my immune system now is back to normal.
What the heck, huh.

And I'm glad we cleared things up. You know who you are.
And I'm really sorry that you were kinda angry about all the mean stuff I said to you, because I never meant it that way, it was always jokingly, just like how you always insult me and laugh at me.
(:

I really should make a resolution to stop being mean. But considering, I'm not mean at all actually. More like naive. And stupid. And bullyable.

And thank you very much Lynn Ho! for accompanying me tons today & taking care of me & stuff, I really appreciated it!(:

I don't know how to say this, but you're fading away from us. Fast. What can I do to make it go back? Nothing I guess, it's normal for us to distance, but why aren't you helping?
Do you even care?

If you break something and glue it back together, are the cracks always going to show?