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Seriously, it doesn't work. In this case at least. I feel like screaming lots nowadays.
Please extend the holidays! And vote to extend the holidays. On channel news asia (: Those idiots who voted "school scheduled as usual" like one thousand plus or something are idiots. You'll never win! It's like 4 percent against 89 percent. Just like an unarmed baby against a humongous lion. You'll never ever win. Those people who voted probably are muggers. Ugh. Those who voted "work via Internet" are acceptable I guess. But obviously I voted
EXTEND SCHOOL HOLIDAYS, HELLO.
Anybody who is in their right mind would vote for that. Unless you are not, of course. Two words I hate: Mugging and homework.
And and and my piano exam is coming in July! ):
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Then again, this is not working. What a surprise.
A friend from Shanghai came back and started smsing me. And I started reminiscing the long trail of memories. You wouldn't really understand it until you experienced it, that is for certain. But maybe you can try to. Cos I really miss them. The friends, the country(kinda), the cg, the school, the house, like almost everything except for the unhygienic people spitting all sorts of stuff on the ground. That is truly, disgusting. Anyway that's besides the point.
Suddenly, it's like the memories come back to me. And all that's left as evidence that the migrating toShanghaifor a year is those memories, a few letters andfarewell presents, a few friends scattered through msn and my family. Oh yeah, and the songs in my iPod from Backstreet Boys & Westlife. Cos my brother & I used to be crazy about them mostly BB in Shanghai. I totally fell in love with Drowning & As Long As You Love Me. But I don't expect you to really know those songs. Cos they are old after all.
And I still remember the facts that -Our car was a 7-seater -We had a driver -Our cg was like a mini church -Four seasons were fun except for summer -During winter once, our (heater broken down). Just kidding obviously. During winter once, our clothes were hanging outside in the balcony to dry and when we brought them in, they were frozen and could stand. -We blew puffs of frosty smoke out of our mouths as we breathed in and out for as many times as possible -My room had a balcony and all the rooms had toilets, even the kitchen -My parents room was super big and the bathroom was the size of my bedroom now which is super big for a bathroom and the closet was a walk in one -The first day I went to school people were friendly to me -Our house was super nice & cosy -School was totally fun partly because it was co-ed and because we young with lesser troubles -There was alot less studying(brilliant, isn't it). -My brother and I listened to their songs during car rides and coughed and made noise when this word in this particular song came out.(The word was sex)
It's just these small things that matter and Everything was nice and cosy. But the memories are kinda fading. For real. The faces are fading, the remembrance is fading (I doubt most of them remember me). Argh, it's just so annoying that things have to end. It's a natural process and all but still.
No pictures, few contacts. All I'm asking for is more evidence of those memories.
Things get complicated when you get older. And you get complicated. Growing up is tough.
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