Saturday, March 21, 2009,3/21/2009 11:46:00 AM
you never see the effort i put in, do you? i'm forever just a daughter who's lazy and uncaring.
everything i do good, i must do better than good. i must be the best.
i
musteverytime i'm happy, it's not enough.
what's enough for you? is anything ever enough?
when i get an a2, i must get an a1.
when i get an a1, i must get a higher a1.
when i get b3 and below, i must improve no matter what.
no matter whateverytime i'm happy with my results, you're never happy.
everytime i'm not happy with my results, i must have tuition.
everytime i'm not happy with my results, i get a scolding.
in your eyes, i never do anything right. so what's the point? what's the whole point of this charade. it's all a sham, isn't it?
you don't really care, do you? you just want to show off.
why don't you try it?
try being put down everyday by someone you love.
oh i think you'll be really happytry being said you're irresponsible, you're lazy, that you don't care at all.
maybe you just don't see that i care.
so when will you ever realise? that i'm not actually happy.
you said don't show you that black face. oh, now you even want to control my feelings and facial expressions?
sure, what else can i do for you now that i'm just an unfeeling creature?
what about
your black face?
yes, i can.
no, i can't.
not anymore.
