Monday, November 3, 2008,11/03/2008 06:09:00 PM
walked alot for training today, then had to wait for my mother to pick me up, like i waited for ONE hour? because of the stupid jam. okaye, then i ask you, what's the point of having someone fetch you when waiting for the car takes the same amount of time as going back home? i'm just pissed. & i know it isn't her fault but i can't help feeling pissed.
& she opened my girlguides cookies WITHOUT my permisson. & i'm pissed again. it isn't so hard to ask right? just on your phone and SMS me for goodness sake! it's not about 小气 or being gracious or whatever, it's called being POLITE, hello? did no one teach you that before? wth. okaye maybe it's just a small matter, but when you get home and find your beloved cookie box opened and EATEN when your already in a friggin pissed aka TIRED mood, it sucks okaye. it plain sucks. and i'm pissed with her. again. even though it may not be a big matter. but i'm irritated okaye. don't irritate me when i'm irritated!
and she's trying to crush my dreams. can't she just allow me to go? it's called dreams if YOU DON'T KNOW. & great timing, my dad went off to thailand for one week(5days actually), leaving me to deal alone with her, trying to persuade her for going NEXT WEEK. it's my dreams! if she crushes it, i have like nothing left. zero.zip.nada. uhm i'm just like friggin' pissed? yeah & annoyed & irritated!
joanna said i'm like bubbly & all. am i? i'm cooool okaye;D actually fine, i know i'm not cool. but anw, am i really bubbly? because i'm not feeling bubbly now & i don't really always feel bubbly and stuff. but who am i to say this stuff? sigh.
wish a "god bless you" to me when i try to persuade her later.
david archuleta soothes my soul. so does wang lee hom's songs:D but i'm still kinda pissed. & irritated. there's no time left!
but for training today like only carrieanne's group & our group came? so it was like damn quiet. & we kinda slacked:X but nevermind we had like lots of cases today. set by each other hahah. being the judge is not easy. and i hate ghost stories. they srsly spook & freak me out. and yuanting's eyes are especially BIG. and scary. and she purposely stare at me to FREAK me out. rahh. & i had to squeeze joanna's fingers:X
i think we're really like lame. we actually told ghost stories. plus carrie anne told lame jokes which were really really lame. lols. & yuanting's ghost stories are really anticlimax. the stories end at the most uninteresting part. & during lunch we played table tennis with books. fine we're really really srsly lame. but that's just the way it is[[; plus i wasn't a crazy casualty today. sigh.
i like the spongebob toilet x] it's clean;D
adjust the tint on your television so that all the people are green& insist to others that you "like it that way"