can't my mother let me cry in peace? she destroys the whole mood>: wahlao damn pissed D< and i look so retarded in the connexio )< --written ytd.

had many quarrels with my mother. really don't know what's her problem nowadays. she wants me to mug during the hols.

wth a1/a2 for all subjects next year, b3 for japanese, sleep by 10.30-11pm, NO BLOGGING MESSAGING MOVIES MUSIC EXCEPT ON SUNDAY, max 2 hours in one sitting. handphone more than 5 messages at night-will be confiscated.

see what i mean? WTF WTF WTF. she expects me to get a1/a2 for all subjects WHILE sleeping not later than 11. wtf even the top girl doesn't do that, wahlao.

b3 for japanese. she wants me to jump a friggin' 5 GRADES.

no blogging, messaging, movies, music. WTF is wrong with her? she wants me to get rid of my social life. no blogging, fine. no messaging WTH. no movies AND music except on sunday. she wants me to get SUCKED UP by the stupid academic results and not enjoy MY LIFE? huh??? max 2 hours in ONE SITTING??? then what's the FRIGGIN POINT OF GOING OUT! WTF WTF WTF. handphone confiscated if more than 5 messages.

WTF wtf is all i can say. and then she insults me by having MONEY for each result i get good. japanese has results. grades for term 1 5/8 subjects 50 dollars. piano grade 6 practical distinction $90, merit $75, pass 50 dollars. and NO computer. WTF WTF WTF, after all that, she friggin INSULTS ME by having rewards. whatever, i don't care about this DIRTY money now, okaye? i don't WANT it. it's stupid money. i HATE IT. what's the point of money if i CANT FRIGGIN GO OUT?! it's after exams for PETE'S SAKE! WTF is wrong with you?

what i want is not money, is not ACADEMIC results, i want my freedom. if you cant give me that, what kind of mother are you? you're not a mother, you're like a machine trying to control me. it doesn't work okaye? it doesnt FRIGGIN WORK that way wtf, show me black face in the morning and get angry somemore. WHAT RIGHT DO YOU have actually have to get angry? huh? NONE WTF.

haven't i been burdened enough? you think i don't have enough troubles alrdy and you come and add to my problems is it? you know why i don't tell you a single thing? because you can't help. you cant friggin help me.



anw enough about this stupid thing. training was reasonably okaye today. i'll even go so far to say fun. yup fun. weird huh?(: learnt footdrill format. FINALLY almost the whole thing:D and all i can say for first aid is, i love being the casualty. and i choked on kell's curry puff and coughed my way through the crowd. ohh you curry puff stupid curry puff i'lll never eat you again D<

oh and i'll probably be blogging very little nowadays due to ahhems

thanks onedee for all the wonderful memories

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