Monday, June 23, 2008,6/23/2008 08:02:00 PM
hello(:
this is the first time i neglected my blog for TWO days :X and this will be happening more and more often so say hello to a dead blog soon; i've really got to work hard from now on....SOMEHOW D:
I just hope God gives me the wisdom and perseverance...but I know it's really up to me to put in the REAL effort...it's just i'm not used to it after like, 6 months of slacking...and i'm still kinda of messed up a little so i really have to fix up everything so I can start afresh, anew with the help of God...
You know just a few days ago, on saturday, I brought like, two friends to my church...and they didn't really feel anything...like anything from God, any "awakening", no major impact on their lives or something...i don't really expect God to change their lives at that instant, in TM412, that would be a miracle...but they didn't even want to come back! it's really sad the way things are, but of course, it's not their faults, it's nobody's fault. Just that, sometimes, the way God works is really mysterious. We can never know what he is doing, what he plans to do. He has reasons for things that happen but sometimes those reasons are really uncomprehensible, right? it's like, miracles don't happen everyday, just like a leap of faith doesn't happen everyday. How about those non believers? If we don't give up, will God do anything to help us? It's discouraging sometimes, but I suppose it's the faith that keeps us going, right?
You may feel like giving up sometimes, like when ur spiritual life is really going dry, like nothing is going right today, nothing great about your life...but just remind urself of the faith. the faith that keeps you going. God seems invisible, and he definitely knows that it's hard to love an seemingly invisible God...that's where the faith comes it (:
all you've got is faith...but that's enough for God..Praise the Lord for his mercy is enduring(:
anyway, today was the first day of school....passable? but in the morning there was alot of naggy stuff sighhs.....and the alumni association? i think? they gave money to buy newspaper for us, chinese newspaper because there was something on st nics in there...but I was wondering....why don't they use that sum of money for the PRIME project instead? especially since now it's postponed so uloo lah D: now we have to graduate in the holding site...great, i think not? sighhs i suppose we just have to accept what we have and give thanks for everything :D everything is in God's hands(: He's got the whole world in his hands :D
anyways, Jamie was not feeling well so she went back home hope you're feeling better:X
And during recess, the squad...well some didn't bother to come i think...or didn't know? not sure...but not many. and we wrote a short speeech but everything was really messy so we just like, left? lol
and we had our first music lesson(: no guitar yet but singing(: quite fun
and after school, checking of uniform and practising of footdrills and i went home with kells eating food and rushing for the bus and dying from agony because of heavy stuff to bring home D:
anyway, just want to add:
rejoice in the Lord(:tomorrow is jap D: SHOOT ):
can you say you love me? we are like strangers, but there's still a long time to get to know you and love you more-if that is possible(:i don't know whether you are aware that i like you, but just standing from afar seeing you laugh and smile is enough(:
