Thursday, May 8, 2008,5/08/2008 08:34:00 PM
funny funny funny today;DD
in the morning, what happened? I forgot =PP
oh yea, I remembered i
FORGOT TO BRING MY CHINESE SLIDES WHICH I WORKED ON FOR SO LONG!!!!!!!!! I was so angry at myself=((((((((((((((((((((((((
And then I was like frowning and frowning while tucking in my shirt.
then mass run!!! wheee I think I ran quite fast^^ sorry for leaving you behind, xiao meii i didn't mean to ><
then after that was.....ehhh CME!!!!!!!!!! jamie came to sit with me again and we watched
PATCH ADAMS WHICH WAS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO x 100000000000000000000000 TOUCHING I cried every 1 minute! seriously, and I was like wiping my tears on my sleeve every one minute and my sleeve got so WET><>THen like, he was packing his bag to quit medicine and the other guy confronted him and then he said he killed her. patch adams said he killed her indirectly! IT WAS
SOOOOOOOO SAD! =((((((((((((((((((( I wanted to BREAKDOWN there and then!then he was packing his things, but after that he went to the cliff and then, he wanted to give up, when he saw a beautiful butterfly on his bag which flew to him, and then flew up in the air. It was like that girl, telling him to let go and move on? SO SAD!!!!! or happy?^^ and don't know why I started crying again heheh.
After that got other stuff which made me cry also, and then jamie was like don't cry don't cry...ROFL but i still kept crying >< color="#33ff33" size="4"> ILY mY FRIENDS! they are much more trustable than STUPID LOVE.
after that was.......SCIENCE! which was not in the lab=( then, there will be quiz next week, then miss praveena was like, "we will be having science in the chem lab on tuesday and thursday, that should give you the idea of where your quiz will be" or something like that, then I was like OOOOOOOOOH! the science lab. then yi yi was like ..........NO! haiyo
ROFL i didn't really get it and I still don't *frownation*(my own word copyrighted;DD)
then she wrote oli blur blur on the chinese paper-.- POOP ROFL>
then what??? I can't remember after that.......ohhh yea, lit which was rather uneventful.
after that was RECESSSS and I skipped it because of the stupid chinese project which we didn't even PRESENT!! but that was okay since never prepare properly =PP
and in the library me and liu ting were like quarreling about stuff like NO NO NO NO NO haha I think we were rather loud;DD
and me and kells were getting high in the library. I wanted to say priscilla then I said sabrina LMAO
and then we RUSHED back to class, then went toilet and we saw mdm suah and we quickly run behind her HAHA LMAO
then maths was B-OO-RING but then like, she wanted us to file all our thigns since she was checking, then like I said (too loudly) oh no, i haven't filed anything yet!
then she say YOU HAVEN;T FILED ANYTHING YET?????(mdm suah) then I was like oops....... then she was like okay so I am going to check your file......AHHHHHHH oops
xin yiyi tells me everyday im so naive and cute and she always call me CUTIE PIE......ROFL
and BLUR;DD
assembly was funnae. got this skincare clear and clean or something talk
then like, got this facial demo, then like all my surrounding everybody was shouting OLIVIA OLIVIA! and then I was being sabboed but luckily hehehe I didn't go up;DD
after that stay back, and then eat lunch and then went 2 3rd language......so tired everytime i go there de.....then quite fun and sheryl san and hannah san were going a bit mad and i found out that sheryl san is a TRACKER><
tell him i hate him
tell him i don't need him
tell him i don't wanna act in front of him anymore
tell him i don't wanna fake in front of him anymore
tell him i never want to meet him
tell him i don't wanna talk to him anymore
tell him i never want to smile at him again
tell him i never want to fantasize about him anymore
tell him i give up on him
tell him i never ever ever want to listen to him again
tell him he can't hurt me again
tell him he is the lousiest person i have ever met
tell him i don't love him
tell him i never did
tell him i don't ever want to see him again
tell me i hate him
tell me i don't need him
tell me i'm not pretending anymore
tell me i don't want to talk to him anymore
tell me i don't love him.
tell me that.
and tell him that.
but please, don't let him feel the fear in my heart of the love lost.
please, don't let him see my bleeding heart.
please don't let him see that i need CPR
please don't tell him i'm suffocating inside
please don't tell him i'm empty without him.
please don't tell him i wanna wish him happy birthday for the last time.
please don't tell him the hopes i harboured were lost because of her and him.
please don't tell him how crushed i am.
please don't tell him he has changed
please don't tell him he's hurting me everyday
please don't tell him he is scarring me everyday
please don't tell him he is the cause of my tears.
please don't tell him i can't love him anymore it's juz too painful
please don't tell him......i love him.
standing in the rain, i hope you can't tell which is tears which is rain, because there are too many tears.