1,2,3:these were all the things i had to carry all the way out of the school!!!!!! refer to the information below.but seriously SUPERRRRR heavy luckily min xin help me carry the bottle and others offered help too!^^
hey guys! today is a SUPERRRR tiring day but sort of a bad day turn good^^
ok first, yesterday night I was crying in bed because of some reason, and then like I had to make no noise so that my mother wouldn't hear me.......haishh, really very 痛 in my 心里.........
anyways, then in the morning, went to school and started studying for history test......then we went down to the track.
and like I really couldn't say anything as in like, I really couldn't like say the national anthem and all that so when everyone else was singing/reciting, I just was silent. nicole should know.
then after that we were asked to sit down, then like they started talking about donationa drives for the people in SiChuan. and the CHina scholars also set up a donation drive besides the CHIJ mission girls........then like they say until SUPER touching. there was the young couple, they sheltered their little girl from the earthquake or something and they died, little knowing that the girl would have to grow up without the two most important people in her life. and also, there was this lady who took care of all the children who were injured, and when she was holding a little boy, the reporter asked her, "where are your own children?" then she looked at the boy and said, "he is still buried." and she broke down and wept. it was really very touching! I was like crying, then nicole was like are you crying???? haish really very very sad....so that is the reason why i was crying, nicole.
but anyways, don't care lah I'm going to fail my history test but I don't give a damn. and I was still sad then. really really really sad.
but jye jye so nice, she give me and yiyi sorry present;] kit kat!and like, she spent three hours on our bag, which was handmade and like, was saying sorry in four different languages, english, chinese, jap and german WHEEEEEE~ILY JYE JYE!;DD
then like after that was lit i was still very saddddddddddd
but i forgot what happened ohh yea we could eat our food! i shared food with yiyi haha very funn;DDD
I brought the cream bun again and then i gave her 1/3 and i gave jye jye 1/3 also since im okay with not having it, then yiyi gave me her raisin bread with the sausage inside yumyum!
and then i ate my grapes and then yiyi gave me her grapes as usual! YUM YUM;DD
then we ate our kit kat!^^ YUM YUM YUM;]]]]]] a feast^^
but i was still sad. haha
then during maths, mdm suah told us why jamie had to leave this morning, because something happened to her family, just don't ask probably some sensitive thing but 1 DEE will support you always! and God will be there for you no matter what:)
but maths i was sad again, then yiyi kept asking me, "why cutie pie so sad today??" then she tried cheering me up, thanks! and jye jye also...love you guys;DD
then we used some of the maths period to do the project work malay culture thing. i was emo-ing at the back, since xiang hui took my seat AGAIN. and then I went to wei ling's seat, and I was like crying there.
during liu ting's , lee bin's, kelly's and priscilla's presentation. so sorry you guys couldn't really listen to what your were saying because my
情绪很激动 and luckily, nobody noticed me wiping my eyes and like hiding in the arms, and putting my head down on the table....sighhs and everytime i wipe away, the tears would come back again. I really tried very hard not to cry and it was really very hard and it was like there was a lump stuck in my throat and i tried to smile in my tears, but i couldn't. 微笑地假装。。。很辛苦，很辛苦。 and then i cried then never cry, cry then never cry, a long process......
after that we drag for a while because of the slides, and I learnt how to say i love you in malay! saya cinta awak or something like that, then nicole looked and me and grinned LMAO okok im always associated with love in the class tsk tsk.
then went for recess with kells, because the queues all so long, then we had to just buy a drink and go to the specs stand for the st john's meeting. then mr yeo called me, kells, min xin, germaine and priscilla to go and help him carry the boxes of skipping ropes to the hall for mass PE later. then I was like banging into priscilla muahaha i bang and bang and bang lalas and then she run away from me;DD and the box was rather heavy;]
we went to the backstage and then me and kells went to the 2nd level and those evil three people never wait for us...and I took revenge on priscilla muahaha vengeance is SWEEEEET;]]
then went back to specs stand, most of the sec 1 squad already there, except for a few exceptions who chose not to come,and didn't even make an effort to come, and i saw like one of them happily eating with her friends. but i shall not mention names but who know who you are >: i hope our squad would be more united in the future sighhs....not have some black sheep. but those who at least made the effort to come but did not realy participate, never mind at least you're made the effort;]]
okay then mrs goh and the chinese head of department came for sulaoshi's lesson!!! RAWRS~ we had to be guai but i don't think we were that guai actually but okay considering our normal noise level?? or maybe we were normal RAWRS~ ok i dunno.
but then sulaoshi was talking rather loudly, at least louder than his normal voice, then he was talking about 令我尴尬的一件事, our compo for the holiday homework. and then there were all these cute emoticons and we had to guess which sentence represents what emotion but it was damn easy, then like, when they were talking about the sad emoticon, and sulaoshi asked what makes us sad, then I say 分手! then yiyi go and say louder 佩颖说分手! then sulaoshi was like looking at me, not to mention half of the class LMAO.
and we had the story continuing thing again, then we write finish the story, then haven't finish yet, then sulaoshi continue the story and ended with a dramatic ending or something, then like the bell ring. always liddat de, so dramatic ROFL.
poor weiling, mrs goh was sitting next to her. and I was so close to the celebrity!(mrs goh)she came to talk to us....COOL! ying ying, me , gwen and sici were in one group, that evil yiyi abandon us hmpffs.
anyways, then mass pe that time, i did the skipping with yiyi and she could do double skip...scary person. I can do cross skipping! WHEEEE so cool;DDDDDDDDDDDD
after that was ehhhh let me think...yea history....and someone took our audio wire so had to go and borrow one since we don't know which class took in...i hope they return or not have to have a new one...sickos hmpffs. tired of being a media leader! almost everyday have to run here run there, toopid=(((
and we watched the show,...very nice! though it was an indian show but seriously it rocked! quite touching and I CRIED as usual. everyday, my precious tears are shed. I wonder who can really comfort me.....because this little boy, was this girl's brother, and then like the husband, was separated from them, then th little boy suddenly appeared, and said, "you will not leave again?" or something like that, then like the guy said, "of course!" the guy's name is either Asoka or Pawan. and it's a complicated story....because the guy tot the girl died so he didn't go to look for her, but when he heard her name, he went to look for her, but before the WOMAN fainted in the battlefield, she saw her killing alot of people, and stufff. then she said, you have not won, you have to kill me first...then she broke down and cried........then the little boy came. and then he held out his hand and said that line, "you will not leave again?" then he answered. then the boy collapsed, and there were 3 arrows shot at his back. All this while he had been talking with the arrows at his back! it's really very sad! and the boy very cute!!!!!! NOOOOO then i cried like siao.....T_T T_T so SAD=((((
then we stayed back for the pw presentation, only yishan's group left, then the st johnners went for their lunch then we went to the specs stand and we were a bit late=PP all the dilly people except for weiling. then we started doing our footdrills and we separated into two groups, and then, we learnt new footdrills and stuff. I was with min xin, kells, wen jie, xin rong, yin siang, andrea(i think), pei jing, jia le and i dunno who else. definitely, cong ying, fanny, pei si, jing yi, priscilla and the rest weren't with us. then we learnt COOL DRILLS!!!! finally, I learnt the one one one one one ST JOHNS! COOL I LOVE THAT DRILL1!!!! i love footdrills like madd;DD and marching also^^ so I shall write down which one i learnt:
the spelling of the commands wouldn't be correct=PP i dunno the correct spelling but roughly roughly......
squad kerilan:means turn to your left 45 degrees and then check, like say this, "turn check" then when you say check must BANG....
squad kekenapo say: like kekenadoruis but it means turn to ur right 45 degrees and do the turn check thing.
squad balenbasomething something: turn right 180 degrees and turn check.
then we started marching!!!
squad dr........something something but sounds rather funnae;DD : it means (you will either be facing your right or left)marching and keeping time, "loop( i tot it was lerp lerp or something but dunno haha i dunno the correct one) loop loop right loop" and then when you lock ur hand straight 90 degrees, and ur other hand 45 degrees behind you, ur leg have to be like opposite of ur hand movement. for example when you say loop, then ur left leg must stick out and your right hand must be 90 degrees. and MUST BE MUST BE when you say loop ur left leg stick out no matter what. and then, have to dig ur heels in so that no noise, cannot drag feet. then like, the sec 2 seniors were supposed to pair up, like 2 seniors to one junior, but then for some reason, wen jie was with these two seniors, and then another two seniors were like going to ask me, then wen jie "took me away" haha so in the end, me and wen jie ended up being taught by 4 seniors;DDDDD actually they quite nice and one of them in my JTC group^^ and got one in y PT group called maybelline or something like that and got one called esther say the commands out for us ROFL. then grace's and kailing's seniors joined us, sophia lim or something in my JTC group and her partner, so that means, we are four juniors to 6 seniors....COOL RIGHT???^^
anyways, then we cannot take too big step, because not nice and especially xin rong keep doing it ROFL
then they teach us some stuff, and then we were marching and marching and then we march to another group and I almost hit one of the seniors before she quickly move away haha it was kell's group LMAO very funnae.
and then seniors taught me the squad babali thingie or something, which means the di will land on ur left foot, then u take two steps. first step:check 2nd step:one
that is the timing so check one then you BANG. cool right?;DDDD
after that the seniors left us then we fall in as half a squad. then after that, me, min xin and yin siang were taught by rachel pang. she like made us do the marching command quite strict but I was quite okay;DD
i LOVEEEEEEEE footdrills!!! then got one more squad b something something, then we are like
turn check (then BANG)
check up(then tilt head left side)
check down(then jerk down head)
check one one one one one ST JOHNS!
the check one one one one one thing we have to march five times then raise our clenched right hand fist and bang down ST JOHNS!
so COOL okay i tell you! one day gonna film a demonstration;DDDD
weird-ish-ing so copied quiz from kayla's blog to do;]]]
1.Three days from now will you have sex?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!I AM UNDERAGE ahhhehms
2. What color are your eyes?
blackish.
3. What does your second text say?since i deleted all the latest ones:
Lucas> thought you love ure bro so much...Still call him stupid...hahah i understand....stupid but love him for being ure bro...ok...co starting...come .........................(ok i shall stop here because its PRIVATEbut dun xiang wai-.-
4. How do you think your latest ex feels about you?
I am so pure i dun even have an ex;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
5. Do you like what you see in the mirror?
LMAO. since God made me this way, i LOVE it;DDDDDDDD
6. What are you listening to right now?
the aircon whirring and the sound of my typing....=)
7. What’s one word to describe you?
boy crazy? mad? weird? enthu?BLUR?AH! i know! EMO! haha ;DDD
8. What are your plans for this weekend?
sort out all of my worksheets and stuff and slack a bit, and do my holiday homework;DDDD
9. What makes you laugh?ehh lemme think...my friends;DDDDD
10. How is your room looking?
NORMAL.
11. Get asked anything ridiculous lately?
DUHHHH so many i cannot remember;DDDDD
12. What are you doing tomorrow?
st john from 8-12, then go home do homework and then go for church TM412 from 4-6pm =))) action packed!;]]]]
13. What's your im screen name?
how would i know? im not online now! okay i go online now haha....ehh it says :the music fades but you never do, the everlasting God(and it's underlined, italianised and red in colour;]]]])
14. What are you wearing right now?
red shirt that says hongkong disneyland(-.-) and shorts;DDD
15. What are you most looking forward today?
for ONCE<>
16. How is your hair?
let down as it always is at home
17. As of today, do you like anyone?
maybe? u never know................=)
18. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 7 hours?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!NOT YET! i am not prepared i am 13 for goodness sake.
26. Favorite kind of blanket?comforter=)))
27. What's your biggest fear?
to not be married haha but seriously.....to like fade my relationship with God again....
28. How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries?
not bad i supposed
29. What kind of soap do you use?
dunno????
30. Europe or the Caribbean?
BOTHHHHHHH nehh.
31. How do you feel about racism?
I DO NOT LIKE IT I HATE IT!
32. Who is the sexiest person alive?
dunno
33. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM?
steven low.
34. Name a song that reminds you of old memories?
Gradudation!!!!!!!!!!!!
35. Do you like the color gray?not bad;DD
36. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about? l
erm maybe
37. Look outside, how's the weather?
BLACK DARKNESS since it's like night now? ROFL
.38. Are you jealous of anyone right now?
ahhhh maybe u never know;]]]]
39. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they really did?
OF COURSE because i suspect everyone doesn't like me LMAO
40. Last time you ate grilled cheese?
one year ago.....haha jkjk but i cant remember
41. Name something great that happened today.
ST JOHN!!!!!!!!!!! the clearing of my mind from God!!!!!!!!
42. Do you regret doing something today?
not really.
43. When you think of the rainbow,what pops into your mind?LOVE!=)))))))
ANOTHER QUIZ requested by xin rong!;]]]]
1.DO you like your present school?
I LOVE ST NICHOLAS RIGHT DOWN TO MY INNEST CORE!!!!
2.What do you want the most now?
for that person to tell me what happened and why she betrayed me.....
3.Who is the person you trust the most?
GOD! though he's not a person, he's God....ehh so, i trust....everybody=PP
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
i get irritated but i dun HATE them! hate is a very strong word;DD
5.Are you afraid of death? not really because i know God will be there for me and with me;]]]
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
of course!
7.Do you believe in eternal love?
YESHHHHH
8.What is your goal this year?
to be more devoted to God and STUDY HARD!;]]]
9.have you ever broken somebody's heart until he/she wanted to commit suicide?
nope im 13 only;]]]]]
10.what do you enjoy doing the most?
talking to God, and stuff.
11.Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
no[pe because i dun think i have admirers even though last time have, but im so blur i wouldnt even know if they admire me=PP
12.whats ur ideal opposite sex's personality to be?
caring, kind, romantic, nice, polite, fillial, not a flirt, sensitive to a girl's needs and all the other stuff.....;DD
wont mind hwa chong ROFL jkjk
13.do you cherish every friendship of urs?
yeshhh definitely
14.who would u most probably spend the rest of your life with?
dunno it's up to God.......
15.what was the last thing you said to someone you loved?
ily! haha jkjk i dunno
16.who do you hope will always be there for you?
not God because i know he will be there for me....either my boyfriend, friends or family.
17.do you find life meaningless?
sometimes when im emo but life is def. not meaningless!^^
18.who do you love the most?
i think starting to be GOd^^
19.how long do you want to live?
SUPER LONG but that doesn't mean i dun wan to be with God sooner, i just want to like fulfill what i must do in life and leave without regrets
INSTRUCTIONS: remove one question from above and replace it wiht your own.choose 8 people to do this thing and tag them.
ehhh here goes:
rachel
gwen
kelly
regina
kayla
ying hao
lucas
pei ning ning
i only tag the ones that i think will do;DDD
then after that we were dimissed about 5.30pm like that, then i went to the specs stand, carry all my files, 30 cm thick i tell you! and that nicole tell me to arrange it properly so that there will be a base and stuff LOL...then I cannot possibly carry it all the way to the school gate, so min xin help me carry my 1.5 litre water bottle thankew! ILY;DDD and then priscilla was like in front of me leading the way since i couldn't see a damn thing under me, then the unity girl like also asked me if i needed help and pei si also...all so nice right???? of course sia! they are my squaddies what!;DDDDDDDD haa i love the white squad MAN! ;]]]]]]
anyways, then i was walking and walking then in the middle of the track, i couldn't hold on already, then priscilla was taking my water bottle for me and she mistook me, i needed her to carry my book then i was like help help toppling toppling!! then i kneel down and then put all the books on the track ROFL, then i 整理a while, then stood up again and chiong all the way, and since my mother's car was like a bit o the slope there, then i was like halfway on the slope, i was like help help dropping dropping! then min xin was beside me helping me carry my 1.5 water bottle, then my mother was like oh thank you to min xin and take my 1.5 litre water bottle, then I was like HELP HELP MA! i need help here!!! then she was like oh sorry! then sorry hold this for a while to min xin and took some of my books and put it in the car, then i say Thankew to min xin;DDD and then went inside and in the car, I was sleeping like 7/8 awake only haha and somemore i had to keep my hand on the books in case everything fall. but you know halfway on the track, hazel told me that dun need to bring everything home today...then i was like -.- you now then tell me!!! then she laughed LMAO.
then i reached home about 6.48 dunno why so late also ! i was unconscious remember? haha then we have to teach genie and hannah the commands tomorrow! how>>>??????? die die die.....
gonna do my work, byes! and do my filing RAWRS~ and ii know this is a long post;]]]]]
emo post:
do you know what it feels like to be betrayed like this?do you know what it feels like to learn about what happened to you through a voice of an outsider and immediately feel the hurt that you didn't mention anything to me at all, when you told an outsider everything and the outsider had to tell me not to say anything?do you know what it feels like to be crying at night quietly, silently, because you cant wake anybody up?
you know what it feels like to be confined to not crying??你知道想哭，又不能在别人面前哭的感觉吗？你知道那种痛苦和委屈吗？你懂不懂？？？？ 你知道你上的我好深好深，我不知道我能不能原谅你。在你得勉强假装什么事都没有发生过，我做不到，我做不到。就算做得到，我很痛苦，我想说，又不能说，深怕错怪你，或他。但是在你面前，我永远做不了自己，我永远不愿意相信你了。我能吗？你做的是太多了，我不能原谅你，我不能。你大概不知道我有这种想法，但直到又怎么样？你不会为了我，改变历史吧？我当你是好朋友，不，我曾经当你是我的好朋友，信任你，没有任何防备。没想到你会这样对我，而且你也不知道你对我造成的无比伤害，无法再当你是我的好朋友了。
ohh yea, i was chosen to teach those who never come for footdrills tomorrow nehh....HELPPPPPPPPPP min xin and xin rong say i good?????? really/??weird ROFL
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