我爱上你了吗？我也不知道。。。我只知道，当我跟你通话的时候，我都会心速加快， 脸红得开心地笑。当你告诉我你的秘密，我都会觉得很荣幸，因为我值得你告诉。当你说出你伤心的时候，我都会伤心因为我不忍心看到你受苦。当你难过的时候，我好像穿越电话，给你我的肩膀靠一靠。那，是爱吗？

别人都说你喜欢我，但是我并不觉得。。。我明白，你是爱她的。即使你不爱她，你会爱上另一个她，就算你喜欢我，我知道只是短暂的。像你这样的人，一会儿喜欢她，一会儿爱上她。。。跟你在一起，没有安全感，你可以给我安全感吗？
跟你做朋友，也没有安全感。。。。。。
他说很多人喜欢我，但是我不认为。即使他们都喜欢我，我一辈子只爱你一个，你懂吗？即使我看起来不在乎，但是我很关心你，你知道吗？一切关于我的事，你都一无所知， 为什么？

有人曾经问过我，是朋友，还是比朋友复杂的关系吗？其实，我不知道。我永远也不知道，你再想什么。但是，我猜，你一定在想她，我也知道你永远也不可能想我的。

不知道是一种幸福，但很遗憾的，我全部都知道得一清二楚了。我知道你把我当朋友看待，我知道你爱上了她，我知道你永远也只会看着她，注视着她。

当我站在她的身旁，你只注意她，连打个招呼都忘了。
你失恋的时候，安慰你？
你痛苦的时候，谁安抚你的伤口？
她不理你的时候，是谁必须告诉你她只是很忙而已，没有其他的事。

你知道我的心有多酸吗？
你知道我的心有多不滋味吗？
你却不知道，而我也要假装好开心
这样，我会很累的，其实，我已累了。
我不懂爱情这个东西，我只懂：我永远也要被你困在爱情的海中。







hah today CME was quite funn;D We watched this movie....about, 10 minutes only we watch. But before that, 1 Just TEAS and 1 DILLYS were congregated in MPR 1( i think?) to do CME together and do the suggestions thing to the alumni....I suggested quite alot of things, like a chartered bus service to the 3rd language centre, shorter school hours^^, more exchange programmes with all kinds of schools, more overseas trips...and I forgot^^



Anyways, after that we took the pledge:



We, the pupils of CHIJ St Nicholas' Girls school,

pledge that:



We will strive for excellence,

always working hard to achieve

all-round development and balanced lives.



We will be good daughters at home,

loving and respecting our parents

and all other members of our families.



We will be good students in school,

loving and respecting our principal and teachers.

As fellow students, we will be sisters to one another.



We will, as a mission school community,

strive to promote truth, justice, freedom and love,

always upholding our school motto:

Simple in Virtue, Steadfast in Duty.



And we will be dedicated and committed

to the security and future of our country,

always working towards building a nation,

that is gracious and continually progressing.



Hah I'm so LAMEEEE, but PHEW, that is really very long? Want the chinese version?



我们圣尼格拉女校的学生，

誓愿坚守德纯义坚的校训。

我们要发扬圣尼格拉精神，

爱天主，爱人如己。

我们要真诚， 正直，热爱自由，

我们要发挥女性应有的美德：

温文尔雅，高贵大方，谦恭有礼。

在家尊敬父母， 关怀亲人，

在校尊敬师长， 友爱同学。

我们要自强不息，精益求精，

为建设繁荣，进步的优雅社会

共同努力。

YAY! I love SNGS I wouldn't change it for the world!:D



ANyways, so what was I talking about? ohh, yea the pledge taking. After that we started watching the movie, then this guy who was not mental but in a mental ward with other mental people? Then like, this old old guy, who seemed mad and went around asking people how many? with 4 fingers. He was actually a genius. Then, one day, the man went to look for the old man, then the man solved a problem for the old man, and the old man-who was writing formulas down like a......genius(hah^^)- began to have interest in him, then he put up 4 fingers and asked him to look closely and tell him how many fingers there were, and the man answered 4, but the old man asked him to look again, look beyond the surface, look carefully.....and this time, he answered 4.....you know why? Because I think when you look closely, there is double? or maybe it's the shadow...then it stopped because we had to go for mass jog.



That was really interesting. It goes the same for us too, sometimes, we have to look beyond the surface, instead of just looking at skin deep........deep insight for me^^



After that, we had mass jog, jogged all the way with Jamie, we were one of the slowest since we were slacking and talking the whole time....and at the end, I asked Jamie if she was tired, and she said NO...hah I was not tired too...so slow pace, who would be tired*winks*

anyway, we were talking about this thing, and like Jamie thinks too much sometimes, seriously...I dare to vouch and bet 100% that what she says is actually not correct^^ If it is, I am willingly to give her 10 dollars...hah okayy I'm not so rich, I admit....^^ But then like everybody says that, but I doubt it...and she said she wasted her saliva on me hah



English was funn listening to people giving their speeches......then we had to vote for someone who would represent our class, nominatees:



Vanessa

Ying Ying

Jamie

Claire

Hazel

Erm......................I forgot...I'm so sorry to those whom I forgot...............=(((((



ANyways, so it's a secret who I voted for...but sorry to Vanessa, I didn't vote for her, because I didn't listen to her speech since I was all groggy and sick that day, and I couldn't even make out some smses my friend sent to me so you can see why i didn't listen at all...I was nauseous



But I think alot of people voted for Vanessa......^^

I have hidden hints in my previous post about someone's speech muahha



ANyways, after that was recess, I was so MAD(and it's NOT Making A Difference^^) because Mary-Anne asked me to meet them at the library to do science mini task, then I gave up my precious recess time for the project and when I was at the library, nobody turned up. I saw Kia Yuen and hang out with her for a while, then saw Liu TIng then by the time, I run up, she was gone. And not to mention MARY ANNE didn't even turn up.

Then after that I asked her what happpened, and then she blamed SI CI.-.- she's always like that! Then Si Ci didn't know what was going on, then Mary Anne was annoyed with her, and then went off WITHOUT EVEN BOTHERING TO EXPLAIN WHY SHE DIDN'T EVEN TURN UP AND DIDN'T EVEN NOTIFY ME AND DIDN'T EVEN APOLOGISE!

Now you can see why I was HOPPING mad but I didn't emo....

That Mary Anne is like so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luckily God gave me the patience that I didn't emo^^ GRAHHS......I will never ever do project with her again next time!=(((( And then she tell everyone the chinese compo what is the theme..........-.-



Maths, was BORING=(((((( HATED IT as usual...sighhs....

But talked a bit about the badminton competition we are going to support at the toa payoh stadium tomorrow!!!! So EXCITED^^ But will be missing history=((((( BOOOOO



ANyways, chinese was quite interesting, got back our 私涵 ehhh, luckily not in PPR.....ehh, I got 0.5-more-marks-to-A1/20....so calculate urself^^ But I'm so fuming madd I was careless and then lost 0.5 marks which I could have gotten A1 with....!!! But luckily not in PPR, but I can't do anything about it anyway hah

周老师released terrible news to us, that she would not be teaching us instead it would be the intern teacher.....We were really TERRIBLY sad.!!!!!! Especially a few of us...WAHHH she's like my FAV teacher!!!!!!!! I don't want her to stop teaching us!=((( But no choice I guess...sighhs, I cried a bit hah sobbs, people like Gwen, Rachel short hair, Xin Yi, me, cried.....especially gwen...actually I was the one tearing, then I decided to stop, then Xin Yi started me off again=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Jamie asked me if I was okayy hah LOL.



Went for assembly, this speech competition....quite good compared to ours=P Got one about WOMEN...oHH I LOVE THAT SPEECH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



And that girl won hah...........=))) Got one girl's name is Jolly so CUTEEEE and her speech was about her name^^



After that, class was in chaos as usual...then we are making a card or something for chinese teacher.......ehhh, Nicole asked me&kelly to help her put her bag at the library, then we went, after that went to the canteen, then went back to class to see whether they were there, during the chinese 海报 that we all need to do, then they were all there, and we spent all our time there doing up the stuff, and it was CHAOS.....first, Priscilla, was not there. Sophia went for lunch, Gwen and Janice went for D&T stuff....then left me, Yi Jing, Rachel short hair, Liu TIng, Kelly, Lee Bin and Qin Yu......then after that some came back and stuff, some left....LOL, then Lee Bin is like so funnae;DDDDD



But it was tough, me & kelly debating against liu ting who was against our every move for the hai bao thingie, then kelly kept rolling her eyes LOL, then liu ting become a bit black face when she don't get her way=(((( But God bless her still^^



ANyway, then kind ying ying help me 打包 mee pork hah, then after that about 3.45, we had to leave(me and ying ying), then like lee bin, qin yu, gwen and janice were left? LOL...........then we were like some pathetic souls, me and ying ying eating mee pork at outside the bench there, waiting for her father......then Zhen Hui(ZZEN) and Cai Fan came and asked ying ying for a lift, then can....after that, the NICE security guard told us to come in and eat because we so poor thing LOL, so we went in, then started doing jap homework! LOL......rush rush rush, then her father came, after that we went there......saw hannah san they all LOL....hannah very funnae as usual^^



3rd language class was quite funn as usual.....steven keep talking about that thing......I know it's not true okayyy! DOn't try to convince me hHAHA and talk so much nonsense about marriage??????-.-

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