Thursday, February 21, 2008,2/21/2008 08:08:00 PM
I'm iN HEAVEN
friendship
SUCKS. love
ROCKS.
BUT in
friendship, there is
love. So, actually, friendship
rocks too!
xDxD oK, enough of contradicting already.
I'm
SOOOOO happy today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Firstly:I did not emo. Secondly: My father bought me this whole stuff toy bear which is SUPERRRRR KAWAII!!!!!! And some more gifts from beijing.
Thirdly: I have 3rd lanugage today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will elaborate on the points.
Ok, so, actually the first half of the day, until recess, I wasn't emo-ing but I also wasn't happy.
But during the mass jog, I was like ok, because I found out like, how come I am not as breathless as I was the first few times I did the mass jog? Then I realised, Maybe I was building up my stamina!!!!!!!!! Quite happy......actually, though like almost nobody likes the mass jog, (including me) it is actually good for us, because it will make our NAFA run easier overall. So, it's quite cool. But like Miss Chan was in quite a bad mood or something.....don't know, sometimes, her mood fluctuates easily(haha, quoting from Sing To The Dawn, one of the mother's acharacter traits). And during recess, Nicole-Ann asked me if I treated her as a friend, and Tessa, Kit Wei and Kelly....I said yes, because DUH I treat them all as friends....but I started wondering....were they ganging up on me again? Like, I don't know, was kinda of suspicious? Like, I thought they didn't want to friend me anymore, or didn't trust me, or was testing me or something? Hard to explain, that feeling.....then I was like looking for Liu Ting, but then couldn't find her, then like alone again? Hello, like, these few days, I'm alone for at least a while sia...but I found her in the end, then went to eat, saw Fanny, ate with her and Liu Ting.......
After that, Nicole-Ann asked me again...and blah blah blah.....then she asked me one question that really made me think:
Is Kelly your good friend? Then, I was like,"ok......" but then after that I continued,"But it's like, she only wants to friend Liu Ting like that......" No offence to the person mentioned above...anyway, that really got me thinking, because actually, me and Kelly were like quite good friends, then it's like Kelly keep wanting to go with Liu Ting.....then it's like I don't know....I thought Kelly just wanted Liu Ting as her GOOOOOOOOD friend, so it's like, not so close anymore in the past one week. But I still regard her as a good friend....just, I don't know if she treats me as her GOOOOOD friend.....oh no, I'm almost emo-ing again.....
NO EMO-ing today!!!!xDxD Anyway, then I think it started improving? My day I mean......I can't really remember what happened, but we went to the science lab again, quite fun......seriously, the chinese lesson was fun sia! We talked about the Great Wall Of China, and all the stories about it...got real love stories, and fake ones, but all very touching....the first one not bad...not that romantic...just about the stupid king or something...he's an idiot........anyway, this second story was really the one that made me sit up right. It was about this couple, and they were newly married weds, and they were in their consumation room, like you know, erm....how do you say......you know last time what newly married weds did on their first night they sleep together right? I better not say anymore!...anyway, but the soldiers captured the man away to build the great wall of china(to help build I mean), then it's like, the girl waited for the man(he was supposed to come back after 3 years), but he did not come back. after a long time, she decided to look for him instead....and she made a scarf or something for him....but then when she asked and asked and walked to his part of the thing, they told her he died from exhaustation.
so ROMANTIC and sadd!!!!!!!! The girl cried and cried, and her tears supposedly moved the heavens, and the whole part of great wall of china, only one part luhhs, it collapsed, and the girl was able to bring the man's body back to bury him...it's like quite romantic right?
Then, Mary-Anne and the rest keep saying EEEE, and like actually, the class is quite annoying when the teacher is talking about interesting and romantic stufff, it's like they laugh at the wrong time and noisy at the wrong time......then i was like quite irritated, then I said," EEEE what EEEE, it's very romantic!!!!!" then everybody stated laughing, even the teacher laughed....zZZZz=.- Anyway, after that got assembly, then ate lunch with Nicole-Ann and the rest.....
Was "angry" at some people for kicking me out of their maths group, but I suppose I shall not be so petty and shall just let it go bahhs......=) xDxD
Then, during lunch, Nicole-Ann told me that Clarissa was not sure if you-kn0w-who transferred to her class, then I didn't want to listen...so I kept running away from her luhhs...l0lzzzz.......talked to jodie for a while...no fair luhhs, she gets to go to so many boy's school to do things....GRRRRR....=.-
Ying Ying' father fetched me and Mary-Anne to the language centre, was kinda of looking out for you-kn0w-who because I was afraid that it was true that he transferred class, but luckily, when we went upstairs, he came....heh heh.......but the guy next to me transferred classs........so I sit at his seat so that can see better rights? So, now I am sitting in front of _____. Cool, right? And again, we communicated more ! la las, and it's like he ask me questions, not the other way round! HAHAHA! Oh ya, and the test was super hard luhhs, I'm definitely gonna fail.....and you know during break, interesting things happened luhhs.
Mary-Anne came and she was like wanted to take picture of _____ and it was kinda of obvious, and sometimes he looked at us, so it's like embarassing....zZZZ and the cedar girl, hannah also came and helped us, she actually went inside the class and took a video!!!!!zZZz -.- but not as obviously, because from outsider's view, can see that she is taking the whole class not just ______. Anyway, it's like, very funny luhhs to hear ____'s conversations, he is like quite humorous!~ zZZZ......... Then walk with Min Hui and the cedar girl, I like totally forgotten to sell the fiesta tickets....zZZZz....-.- Anyway, hannah quite nice, and min hui also......the cedar girl asked what I saw in ______, actually I also dunno.....l0lz...-.- weird right, ya I know... Anyway, Min Hui keep saying the guy who sit next to me in jap class last time, is my boyfriend/lover....it's SO not true ok......I don't like him...but Min Hui say, it's so obvious that he likes me?????? because like, she say he always talk 2 me, and like, I'm sitting 2 places beside him... then also, Min Hui said to Huiwen, hui wen, olivia have boyfriend already! Then the guy was like I DON'T LIKE HER! then he even bang on the table(actually I don't know when this happened? I don't think i was even there....zZz.....) then Min Hui say, a person who likes another always says he doesn;t like her...true meh? Hello, i dont' think he likes me luhhs...he always bully me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sniffs..... Anyway, that Kenneth guy keep sms-ing me....tell me his birthday when I never ask....ZZZZZ...l0lz.... That's all for today, gtg study for maths test!!!!!!!!!! Today's ratings:SUPERB!!!!!!!