Today, I had a

BIG BIG BIG

quarrel(it's was kind of a fight, but NOT physical) with somebody, I will not mention your name for your sake but you know who you are. And it's your fault ok!
We got back the geog test, and it was YOU who wanted to see my marks, get the facts straight...YOU were the one who wanted to see my paper, get your DAMN facts STRAIGHT!
And then, somebody(I will not mention your name because I do not want you to be entangled in this) asked me what I got for my geog test, I would have gladly told her if everybody was NOT around,so it's not your fault ok, that person who asked me for my marks, don't WORRY. Anyway, back to the point, then you actually told her about my MARKS! DAMN YOU luhhs! Honestly, what is the problem with you?No, I should say, what the HECK is wrong with you!?!?!?! I must admit, I was a bit rash, and I told you to shut up. I could have ACCEPTED it if you actually said SORRY but no, you actually had the cheek to tell me that 我已经忍受你很久了 WHAT THE !?!??!! is WRONG WITH YOU!!!! I should be the one saying that RIGHT? And you even said You have the right to tell EVERYBODY my marks because you know it? What kind of ridiculous idiotic moronic thinking is that? Don't you even understand? It is not about the DAMN marks! It's about the respect! YOu didn't even show me any respect by telling the person my marks!

Firstly, I didn't want to tell but you told her. What kind of freaking respect is that called? o.0 no, you don't need to show me any respect at all even though I am a human being, o.0 no, I don;t deserve any respect, only you deserve respect right? Yeah, so that is your so called "right" reasoning in your WORLD, ok I get it! Everything I say is wrong, everything you say is right. COOL

Secondly, I have a mouth you know. You didn't have to snatch and say it to that person. o.0 no, you're not blind when you can't even recognise a MOUTH when you SEE it! Yes, I agree, you're not blind, not at all.

I think I have said enough, though you said I am not the one picking the fight, really? Then who was the one who started it by not respecting me? I hope I will not have to sit with you or whatever already. And after that, you even joined back our tables and pretended nothing was wrong. Sorry, I can't be like the OH SO PERFECT you who can pretend everything is alright, when YOU are in the wrong, and you haven't even APOLOGISED. O.0 no, when you're in the wrong, you don't need to apologise, not at all, it's quite reasonable for somebody like YOU.

I can say what you did so much wrong ok! YOU violated my space, you took my things without asking for permission, you snatched my credit for something I thought of, you come to me when you have problems and you expect me to sympathise with you, you eat my things and even take so much, and never say thank you sometimes, you don't respect me and by doing that, not respecting yourself.
Have I said enough? I mean, if you say sorry, if you even have the GUTS to say sorry, I will accept it willingly, but do not EVER, EVER expect me to pretend everything is alright when everything is NOT. I sympathise with you for what happened in the past, but this is a whole different story . If you still say it's my fault, whatever ok? Whatever you want if you want to delude yourself, you want to act like it's my fault, it;s fine by me, it's none of my business. We all know whose in the wrong anyway.

I accept that some part of it is my fault, like when I said SHUT UP, I admit that i was too rash in saying that but that was also because I was very PISSED off by you, who is always PISSING me off but doing all the above things. You know what? I agree, I don't have feelings even as a human being, I don't have feelings like you, happy? Satisfied? Now , LEAVE ME ALONE.


Glad I got that of my chest, not trying to prove that I'm right or anything, but just trying to explain things out here. But I admitted already, one part was my fault.]

Luckily, today NO dance test! YES! Because I didn't study l0lz.....today was quite fun PE, did relay, what I'm best at =)
Though that incident ruined my whole mood, but luckily my friends supported me! YIPEES! thanks tyty.....xDxD
After that, that person who ruined my mood pretended that everything was ok, so I had to pretend also, but we ALL know the truth, but I got a bit soft-hearted I suppose, but now I have HARDENED my heart again! hmpf! I' quite soft-hearted you know...xDxD actually very soft-hearted so I can never be a softie haha l0lz...jkjk
BYES! got to go do WORK....

btw, went home with liane today.....xDxD haven't gone home with her for like 2 weeks, felt like we were drifting apart.....=(
MY BIRTHDAY is coming in 8 days, let's start the countdown! haha
will not publish my continuation to my story today, because I am in no mood....

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