I HATE FLIRTERS~
If I hate flirters, that means I hate the CO boii in Nicole Ann's jap class because he is a flirter!
Flirters suck, because they are irritating....and scheming.....HATE them!~
ANyways, today......EMO-ED sia....very emo during recess. I guess I should give an explanation....because like again, nobody go recess with me...like Liu Ting never want to tell me where she go....so I have to go with Nicole Ann and Mary-anne.....Kelly went to meet her friend....blah blah....
After that, went with them....then got a little irritated because like, ...actually, i also don't know why......heh heh....
Ok, then Kia Yuen come and disturb me ask me for the thing....my hp luhhs..then i irritated so i dun wan give her so sorry Kia Yuen...=(
Then Jye Ting come and tell me to refill Mary-Anne's water bottle.....that was the BIGGEST thing that got me irritated...I mean come on! I asked Mary-Anne why she cannot refill her water bottle herself..and she pointed to her chinese spelling revision thing. Isn't that just a pathetic, nonsense excuse? I mean like she can do it at home right? And don't give me that crap no time...or whatever.....
Who will be drinking the water? yourself. Who will be taking the bottle home? yourself....who why ask other people to refill for you? No offence. And also, Jye ting also ask me to refill.....I find that people in 1 diligence are very insensitive...I mean like, couldn't she see i was EMO-ING!!!!!!! then i already very bu shuang.....but how 2 say? like no choice.....I'm the kind of person that cannot say no....I mean like, Mary-Anne asked Jye Ting to refill luhhs but she ask me to refill....what crap luhhs? Anyways, so I just very bu shuang then go and do it....then when I come back....I put it on the table,and guess what? Not even a thank you! Oh yes yes, you don't need to say thank you you know, I'm ur servant, yes,you are showing the St Nic's spirit of being so POLITE(sarcastic).
I mean like, people are SUPPOSED 2 have manners! DUH!
SUPER irritated luhhs......then got emo.....because I was like...what kind of class is this? Doesn't even know when people are sadd or whatever...and don't even bother to ask....I mean, this is "unity"? Almost cried luhhs....I mean like, I missed my old friends alot....though they also very stupid sometimes, but then at least they bother about me? I'm not talking about the whole of 1 diligence luhhs.....some got care about me, like Nicole(especially her l0ls), Liu Ting, Ying Ying, Tessa(THANKS)....I think that's all......I was thinking then, maybe like, our class not very united, we don't really care about each other, maybe I didn't have any true friend at all in that class, you know what I mean?
Seriously, I mean when I was going to refill the water bottle, like nobody even bothered to come with me, and when Kelly and her friends walked past me, and she saw me emo-ing, couldn't she just stop to say a word of concern? is that really so hard? I think we should really self-reflect......and I'm SERIOUS this time.
Today, half sucked, half not.....
Seriously luhhs, this is a big issue...I don't think I have even one true friend you know> I mean, true friends don't keep secrets from each other, true friends at least know a bit of what your frien is thinking, true friends know when your upset and don't wanna talk, and even then, they will just accompany you silently, true friends......I don't know what to say anymore......it's like, I have problems already, and this friendship thing is troubling me....so much for friendship is a ship that never sinks...yea, right.
I still remember my old friend, from my old pri schoool, I really miss her you know....it's like, she's one of the bestest best friend anyone could have though she hurt me alot....I mean like, she knows me best...and I know her best too.....I mean, we can tell almost anything to each other, and even if we don't, we will like, somehow know it? I guess it's called souls linkk.......I REALLY MISS HER LIKE SIAO.....and also my sis...sobbs....I miss the old days.....when I emo and many people care.....I don't think that will ever happen again luhhs.....
How am I supposed to support St Nic's when actually, it's not such a warm place as it seems, or says? Maybe I should have gone elsewhere....maybe it's just a cover that the school is a warm place...I don;t even know what to think or do anymore......
I don't know what's the point living on earth? I mean, studying? What's the point? just to earn money for the future, have a good life....but even if you have a good education, maybe we would not even see the day when we will have a good life because look at the earth, it's dying. I think all of us have 2 face up 2 reality, I mean like, since it's dying, maybe we should just really focus on finding another planet, and reducing pollution and all the global warming stuff. I mean, this concerns your LIFE for goodness sake! Can people just BUCK up dammit! Don't they understand the importance of this?
And even if we live to see the day, maybe we won't even get a job if there's bad economy..and even if we have a job, it's all something like studying again! it's like kinda of sick ......
And even if we study hard, and become successful scholars, we might get ill, cancer and stuff...and we will still suffer in the end, so isn't it better just to like, enjoy life while you can instead of grumbling when you can't? Sometimes, I don't understand humans....
I think we have to think of bigger things now, like disablity, sickness...and stuff......maybe I should stop on this morbid subject....still emo-ing by the way.....
Anyway, enough on that,....today was ok, ...mostly more on the emo side luhhs.....don't really know how to explain....
Ok, so had lessons in the morning and stuff.....boring as usual.....homework given as usual....then recess....i roam around taking pictures to put on the class blog....and stuff......then emo-ed as all of you know....and then erm.....lessons.
Lessons were like quite boring luhhs....especially maths...I was like falling asleep in class! I couldn't help myself...and trust me, Mdm Suah's theory on drinking water, does not work at all! I drink so much, and in the end, I still fall asleep luhhs!
Ate lunch with Jamie, Nicole, Kelly, Jye Ting, Mary-Anne and Qinyu. Liu Ting, finish eating before I even start because her queu very short, and I didn't see her because she went to the family lounge to eat...zZZ=.- as blurr as usuall.....then eat mango smoothie YUMMS....then went to the family lounge, with Jye Ting, Nicole ann, Jamie, Mary-anne, qinyu, kelly .saw Yishan there, played with her er-hu, actually Jamie started, then she was like holding it then I was like let me try!...l0lz.....-.- then I started playing like a mad woman....actually it sounded quite NICE! haha....jkjk....
Oh ya, totally forgot to ask the jap teacher about changing class...actually skipping class....l0lz....so ABSENT MINDED!
Anyways, then went with ying ying to the language centre in my mum's car, reach there about 4 o clock......then went to class as usual...quite fun I suppose....
You know ....you-kn0w-who? he quite kawaii sometimes you know....actually VERY kawaii sometimes...l0lz...really! his eyes like so bigg! so CUTE luhhs!!!! anyways, the guy sitting next next to me, like he is changing class....so sadd l0lz nobody to laugh at anymore.... dots...
but then never mind, but i wil be sitting alone!! sobbs...dunno if you-know-who and the other catholic high boii will move up into my row? hoping so....? confused...a bit l0lz....
is it natural if you like someone, but don't want to kiss him?


l0lz......
quite fun, but I think I failed my dictation because I did not even study luhhs...die liaos.....o.0 yah, a new cedar girl, hannah came to our class, min hui's friend......took the empty space beside min hui....
CUTE CUTE HE'S SO KAWAII!!!!!

PHEW, what a long blog post!!! Now, gtg edit and post on the class blog...zZz...=.-

~does anybody care? will anybody comfort me the way my old friends do?~

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