Friday, December 28, 2007,12/28/2007 02:18:00 PM
unfinished love poem part 3....
I hate you for having fun with others,
I love you,....for no reason.
I love you for,yes, your perculiarness,
please change yourself,
so can stop loving you,
but i think even if you manage 2 change yourself,
I think i will still continue loving you......
because I cannot stop myself.....
from throwing myself deeper into this one sided love.....
I always turn to you,
but you ALMOST always let me down.
You are forever so distant, so cool and so indifferent,
but always unsociable to me only.
I loved you and never really expected anything back from you,
though sometimes, all I ask is that you love me back...
I entrusted my love to you,
and I need your license to let me love others,
which is not possible.
You are my bright and shinging star, and you never dim,
because you take the light from me.
I'm devoted to you alone(though I don't know why...),
I'm as good as being infatuated with you,
But you never noticed, did you?
or was it you just pretended not to notice?I don't know.....
I dont' know why i'm even writing this silly thing,
because you will never know, I will always love you, in that way.
and even if you read this, I'm not sure what your reation will be....
shocked?disgusted?surprised?I don't even know.......
