Monday, December 24, 2007,12/24/2007 03:02:00 PM
my love poem PART 2
I wish i could sit the same bus as you, when we go home,
but I can't.
Maybe our destinies are apart and we should not be together......
I really don't understand this thing called love,
I actually hate you, AND love, but i am forced 2 be surrounded by it, AND you.
If I have a choice, I would choose not to know you at all,
because if I am in this much pain every single day of my life because of you,
I would rather die.
Truthfully,I really wanna die,
cause' my life is in chao.
I am practically living my life for you
according to your moods.
I bet if you see what I am writing,
you will give me the "you're so weird" look
and practically freak out right there
and distance yourself from me,
because only then will you know,
I'm crazy for you.
I wish it was mutual,
but ironically
it is just my wishful thinking.
Everyday, my life takes the same routine,
sleeping, eating, studying, and thinking of you.
whenever i think of you, I will cheer up immensely.
when I'm with you, I'm on cloud nine.
hinestly,
I rather die one million times, then be hurt by you, but yet,
still fall deeply in love with you,
but maybe what is destined 2 be between us,
is a one sided affair....
2 BE CONTINUED
