i didn't go wif you, didnt talk 2 you 2dae until now....when i heard that you had so much fun wif her, you even went 2 where we went 2gether that day....i tot at least i was special, i tot at least you wont go there wif anybody else.....but looks like i was wrong..maybe i have been too complacent,.....living in my world, thinking i was special to you.....but turns out, you treated everyone the way you treat me.
when she told me what fun you and her had 2day-at where we went 2gether that day-without me, my heart was once again broken into pieces, by your bare hands.
i should be happy, becuz you treat everyone the same, in cluding me, not somebody inferior to the others, but i cant be happy, when i think about the fun time you had wif her. i know i have no right to feel like that....but i have 2 hide the tears, pretend everything's ok, while im broken up inside.....had 2 pretend talking 2 you guys, like everything was normal, while everything had changed. you dun even know the pain inside me everyday!WHY! i nid 2 know why i feel like that for you.....obession?i dunno if i realli wanna know
when you talk 2 me, like so sianz like that, when you walk wif me, you look bored....it's like im juz a replacement for others.....and im juz a normal fren, like if im not there wif you, you juz replace me wif somebody else, and have as much fun, or even more than you ever had wif me.
i reali feel like dying now, i realli wanna give up on this relationship, i dun wanna see you anymore, i dun wanna talk, smile, laugh at you anymore!but i have no choice.
when she told me wad you said to her, you had so much funw if her, it was like adding salt 2 my wounds, i cried even harder. why muz you always make me cry? pls stop, pls stop telling me about you and her! i cant bear it already
maybe i should let go earlier and juz die......wad a good idea..im so sorry, but i have 2 go already, sorry that in the future i wont be there anymore.......but you'll be ok, wif your loved ones....goodbye forever

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