help, people, I'm like SUPER bored.....
As in REALLY REALLY REALLY bored. Anime cannot, nobody online, youtube also cannot, NOTHING 2 DO!! Then like a few weeks ago, I was dying 4 time........haiz...how stupid.....AH!! forgot about my loolly poppy in the fridge...oops.
Still got 3 or so more farewell letters 2 write, and autograph book 2 write, but not in the mood......AIYAH, dunno wad 2 do! Sooner or later, gonna be too bored, too bored=SICK! HAHA.......i wanna SKATE, wanna go out, wanna go for band on friday, wanna ...........haiz......dunno haha........
DYING........of boredom.......

GRADUATION SUXS.....now i wanna cry but cannot le, dunno why....got something wrong? dunno....
AIYA, nthng 2 say......lalalala..............gonna sleep liao le, so tired but now onli 5pm onli haha.....
This is the most I have blogged in a day,3 posts. HAHA......so wu liao right...I know kekeke....I'm a bit mad dun mind me.
PSLE results coming out le....do you think I will die? I think so.//...kekeke..........
SHould I be a saxophonist, cornist, hornist or wad....dun wan be percussion le....no la, actually okok lor.....juz dun like my juniors, and I dun like 2 play the drumset, and I dun even know how 2 roll, and I dun wan practise, so MA FAN........but french horn so hard, try le, quite hard, PAIN leh......saxophone, can't even blow out sound......cornet havent try yet.....dunno wad instrument I suited 4, muz ask Mr D. HAHA......cornet can play the tune always, quite nice......HATE TUBAS AND trombones, all so low and stupid....the "base". DUN LIKE! flute also hard, everything hard lah....seems like percussion the easiest leh! WAH LIAO............
troubled wif friend matters...a bit bah......
And I think I have become a LONER haha! dun really like 2 join the crowd, like the chalet also, then 2dae also, during break, I "roam" about......kekeke....
GRANDMAMMA that's me...kekeke............
No matter how much YOU say sorry, actions speak louder than words. The minute after YOU say sorry, YOU turn back and goes 2 that person again. What kind of best friend is that? I'm so sick of it,you know! YOU probably don't. I thought we could be best friends forever, but turns out....nah.......best friends? I don't think YOU ever treated me as your best friend, and YOU always put that person before me.....YOU don't treat me equally 2 that person.....can't be your best friend anymore.honestly, feel like whacking YOU on the head sometimes.....feel like strangling YOU, but I can't.YOU KNOW WHAT? I don't think I am worth of your one and only, "precious", so-called "best friendship" anymore, I DON't NEED IT. Save it for that person!I told you already what was wrong between us, and you seemed sorry, and you SAID sorry, but what happened? You turned your back AGAIn and AGAIN. I can't trust your words, or you anymore. Sorry if this hurts you but it's the truth. I can't take your lies, and I can't take it anymore. Why don't you get out of my life, and stop making me depressed! You know what? WHATEVER< I don't care anymore...about you. Best friends should be honest to each other, but you, don't tell me anything ANYMORE> So this is the piercing pain in somebody's heart, when she is kicked in the dark, and left out, abandoned, by someone, she thought was her BEST FRIEND. This BESTfriendship, is OVER.FOREVER.Heard that? We can't go back 2 what we were. I want to, but you can't. Since you can't, let's not be best friends anymore. From best friends 2 friends, should be quite easy right? Just let me be in peace without your friendship, and your hurting actions okay> I don't need them 2 live happily. I won't let you hurt me anymore. I'm letting go...REALLY letting go...I said it was not your fault, but you know what? I think, it actually is. No, I don't think, I KNOW that it is your fault. Maybe you don't know it, but I gave you a second chance, you didn't take it, so THAT is your fault. Maybe it was me, it was my fault, for thinking you were my best friend. Maybe it's my fault, for even taking you as a friend. Forget it, it's all over, our broken friendship can never be glued back, pasted back, stitiched back, sewed back or whatever. This is what I wanted to say 2 you a long time ago, though I never dared 2 in your face:LET'S STOP, STOP BEING BEST FRIENDS, BECAUSE YOU DON'T TREAT ME AS ONE, YOU TREAT ME AS DIRT.
DONE! You treat me as dirt, so this is an eye for an eye, and I am not even treating you as dirt, okay? I will always remember all the good and happy times we had together,but at the same time, I wil always remember that YOU caused our friendship 2 break, so I can't be friends wif YOU anymore. Alll those happy times, I will cherish, but it's time 2 let go, 2 stop this.
Sorry, cant tell you who the person I talking about is(but if you, who I am talking about is reading this,you should know who you are), it's private, but thanks for hearing me pour out SOME of my pains and troubles......can't go on like that anymore, or would get vry depressed, SELF DEPRESSION, heard of that? haha......Feel so light, after I let off my burden. YAY!

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