Why was love created?
I don't understand...
I will never love again,
because I am too obessed with loving you alone.


It maybe good for those who love one another,
but it's absolutely not for me!


Love hurts.
People say love should be selfless,
is that the truth?
If it is so,
then why?
because I can't even bear to even think about sharing you with another...


I know I can't force you to love me,
but why not for a day?
Or just a single hour or minute or even a second,
you will look at me with your eyes,
with love.

Then,
I can willingly die with a smile on my face.


I may never get over you.
Why are you so cruel,
to be at my side everyday,
but ignore me?!?


I show my love for you,
I treat you like a treasure.
But what do you treat me as?
TRASH.
My devotion for you is everlasting,
whether you want to know or not.


You forsaked me,
and hit me at my vulnerable point of my life when I needed you.
You left me out there in the lurch,
stranded and desiring for your love but
I resigned to my fate.
But I still can't stop lovng you each and every lonely day.


Why should I care about you,
because you weren't there for me
when I was all alone and scared,
in need of YOUR love,
or even just a single hug and I will be happy,
But you didn't do anything.


I really want to control my emotions,
and believe me,
I tried hard enough to almost make the whole world love me,
except for you.

I sob everyday,
my heart breaks everyday,
when I see you with others.

Jealousy spills out from my heart,
when I see you playing with others,
and smiling your lopsided grin.


I really think our fate is not meant to be,
we're not in the same place(class), see?


I cry when I see your name,
I fear when I see you.
I fear that I will never ever stop myself from looking at you again.
Now,
I can't even look at you, see?
For I miss you so much,
the YOU that treated me as your friend,
or maybe even closer...
But it is not meant to be....right?


I want to shout out to the whole world, including you
saying,"LOVE SUXS!"
But I don't dare to,
because I fear to see the look on your face.


I can't help but wish that I could have you alone,
I wish you could lend me your shoulder to cry on.,
to lean on when I'm weak
But I know that even if that were to happen,
it would be forced by somebody else,
who doesn't know that I truly love you.


At first,
our relationship was okay.
But now,
it's fading away.

AND

memories of you are fading away too.
I'm feeling lonelier and lonelier,
but I bet you don't,
with so many people there to love you,
and please you,
and give you what you want.

You never had to work for it,
it was just there,
ready to be served to you,
like food on a platter.


I want to sincerely wish you happiness,
but you know what?
I just can't,
or maybe it's just that I don't want to.


In my eyes, you are perfect,
In my eyes, you are THE "prefect".


I don't know what else I can say,
because nothing can change what I feel for you,
even if you say you hate me,
and at the same time,
NOTHING can change the fact that you don't love me at all.


Should I just end this with death?
Then I know I will not irritate or irk you anymore,
at the sight of me.
And you will not be torn apart,
or were you even on my side once?

I doubt so,

I really doubt so.


My life is so meaningless,

yours is full of vigour and liveliness,

from looking at you,

I know it already.



I don't even think I have a heart to harden,

cause you took it away,

when you left,

leaving the door of my emotions swinging.



You have a heart of stone to me,

But to your other friends,

your heart is made of velvet.



I dream about both of us,

dream about the day that you will hold me in your arms

And say you love me,

But know what?

To this day,

I'm still waiting.


You will always have the one key to my heart,

though you don't need it because it is always open to you,

and FOR you alone.



I'll wait for you forever,

though sometimes I really feel like giving up.

But you can still trust me,

but I know that I will be waiting in vain,

or maybe in the rain.


I have so much love to give away,

but I can only give it to you,

but you don't seem to want it...







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