Monday, September 3, 2007,9/03/2007 03:18:00 PM
My Unfinished Love Poem (Part 3)
You jilted me,
leaving me behind in a cloud of rising dust,
which made me choke,
while I watched you from afar,
doing nothing to stop you,
from taking my love away from me.
You will never understand the agony of my suffering.
WHY, WHY must you torture me like that!
It's like my whole world revolves around you only.
I didn't want you to take control of my entire life,
But you did,
Leaving me no choice as usual.
I always feel left out when you are with others,
You treat them so well,
But what did you treat me as?
Your TOY I suppose.
You accomplished what you wanted,
which is causing me anguish right?
Are you happy now?
COURT ORDER!
YOU ARE ACCUSING OF CREEPING INTO MY HEART,
HACKING INTO MY SMILE.
YOU ARE ACCUSED OF MAKING ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU UNKNOWINGLY,
DAY BY DAY.
You have a knack, a girft for making people like you,
and I am no exception.
I guess I just have to come to terms with my fate.
I am fated to be in misery and sorrow,
ech long and lonely day.
Though I am untterly dismayed at this wretched destiny,
There is nothing I can do to change it,
because you have snatched away my fragile heart,
And shattered it into millions of pieces,
leaving it to no return.
Why must you torment me like you enjoy it?
Although I know you don't know it,
I still blame you for it.
The worse thing is that I cannot blame the person I love for torturing me.
Is it possible to love and hate the same person for your whole life?
Because I do,
and it is YOU.
You are very concerned when your loved ones are bullied,
even telling me about it,
and hoping that I will help.
Are you not aware that you are hurting me,
DEEP down inside?
Are you know aware that you have driven thousands of sharp daggers into my heart,
piercing it again and again,
and then cruelly leaving it there to bleed?
Are you not aware that you did not say sorry,
leaving me,
hurt and down.
Are you not aware you let me down, AGAIN?
If I could blame you for ruining my entire life,
Trust me, I would at the sight of it,
But I can't,
Because you are not aware.
