Monday, August 20, 2007,8/20/2007 07:31:00 PM
A poem I made
In my profile I mentioned that I would post short stories and such related, so today I havedecided to post about ...half or a quarter of "My Unfinished Love Poem". It is dedicated to my loved one which of course I'm not gonna tell you all...
It is quite a long one so I will dividing it...
My Unfinished Love Poem
My life is going haywire and it's frankly all because of you.
I don't know if I'm in love with you or not, but you sure look like you're in love...
but perhaps not with me.
I really like your queer smile and your unusual yet attractive(but who knows why!)personality
I really like your eccentricness and your superb way of words
You're always messing with your hair and people may think you're vain,
but I know otherwise.
You are really nice to me when we are alone together but ignore me when with friends
Why is that so? Am I not GOOD enough for you???
I may not be so nice to you,
though I let it slip sometimes,
but that's just my way of showing affection for you,
you just don't seem to notice it.(or don't seem to care at all)
My mood follows yours,
but all the time when you ignore me,
my mood is like the thunder and my face is as black as the darkness in the night.
I feel sad when you don't seem to care about me...do you care?
I'm not sure but I'm definitely sure about ONE thing:
And that is I care about you MORE than you do.(that's fer' sure)
I'm happy when you are,
but jealous when you have lots of fun with other,
with somebody, that is-----I can't say ---than with me.
I look forward to our breaks,
because I can see you then,
and my face literally lits up when I see you.
I wish when we go home,
I could take the same bus as you,
and stop at the same bus at you,
but,...I can't.
Maybe we are not fated to be together,
Our destinies are apart.
It may not break your heart,
but it breaks mine.
I really don't understand the word"love" and what it means,
I actually hate it...and you,
but I am forced to be in love with you.
if I have a choice,
I would rather not know you at all,
Not be in the
same school,
same level as you
because I know if my fate is hurting when I am with you,
I'd rather die,
but I have to resign to my fate,
when I am not even willing to do.
Truthfully,
I really wanna die,
cuz my life is in chaos.
I am practically LIVING for you,I bet if you see my poem,
you'll be all "weirded out" and probably distance yourself away from me
because you'll know the truth,
that I'm CRAZY for you.
2 BE CONTINUED......
P.S Now you know what kind of pathetic life I have...have lots more parts to write...
BE THERE OR BE SQUARE....
